Before and After

He heals the brokenhearted

and binds up their wounds.

- Psalm 147:3

My flesh and my heart may fail,

but God is the strength of my heart

and my portion forever.

-Psalm 73:26

These verses give me so much comfort.

Tonight, instead of studying for a test I have tomorrow, I laid in my room and cried. Getting some of my emotions out through tears does help a bit but it leaves me feeling empty and kind of pathetic. But ya know, that is okay. Even though I still do not believe it 100%, things are going to get better. I guess at this point the only way I can go is up.

I have to prove this to myself. This picture doesn't even come close to how I really looked when I stood up and looked in the mirror. I hardly recognized myself.

This is my Before. All I can do is pray and believe that there will be an After.

Do not be anxious about anything,

but in everything by prayer and supplication

with thanksgiving let your requests be made know to God.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding,

will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

-Philippians 4:6-7